Thank You.

We all have friends for reasons.

"A true friend is the greatest of all blessings."

Here I'm going to show my gratitude to a very important friend in my life.

Nothing much to say, but a THANK YOU will do.

THANKS for always giving me advice. Those advice might seem to be nothing for you, but it really helps a lot.

THANKS for being a good listener to me. I know sometimes I might get little bit annoying, sorry but yeah, you still listen to me with patience.

THANKS for appreciating me as a good friend. 

THANKS for accepting me with all my flaws.

THANKS for everything. :)

I feel really lucky to have friend like you.

I'm blessed.

Make our friendship last forever. Friendship never ends.

Xie Xie. 

It means thank you in mandarin.

P/s. Need not to mention who is this, you know yourself.

THE END

Almost every guy that said they love me, leave me.

Don't say the word 'LOVE' unless you really understand its meaning.
Don't say the word 'FOREVER' unless you are really sure about it.
Don't give me hope unless you can really do it.

It hurts.

Being abandoned for times, I'm afraid of falling in love.

To my dear ex,

Why I leave? ASK YOURSELF.

"We are not suitable."
That's the sentence I always use to persuade myself.
That's what I told my mother when she asked me about this.

Please stop giving me hope.
Please stop caring about me.
Please stop posting those status that show your regret.
Please stop all these nonsense.

You should know that we can't go back to those sweet moments.
You should know that I won't hold your hand again. That hand is not mine anymore.
You should know that I won't be your bowling partner anymore.

Anyway, I still have to say thank you.
Thanks for guiding me along my journey of life.
Thanks for introducing me to bowling.
Thanks for accompanying me throughout the food hunting journey.
Thanks for giving me a lot of sweet memories.

We should come to an end.
Stay sweet with her.
Just one request from me, never ever forget about me.

I promise myself, this is the last post for you.

OUR STORY END HERE.

Stars can't shine without darkness

Still remember that feeling when I saw you holding her hand.
That feeling sucks!

I tried so hard to forget about you.
Forget those moments where we used to be so sweet.
Forget those sweet talks you talked to me.
Forget everything about you.

I deleted every conversation we had.
Whatsapp, WeChat, Telegram, Line
But I forget there is one called Facebook Messenger,
the social networking that we first started our conversation.

I always say "I'm okay", "I'm alright", "Don't worry about me"
I always smile, I always laugh so hard
But no one knows what is happening in my heart.
It is bleeding. Non-stop-bleeding.
It is too difficult for me to move on, to let go, to forget.
I need times, plenty of times.

I already tried so hard to avoid myself from both of you.
And yet you want to walk towards me while holding her hands.
And yet you say sorry while taking her into your arms.
FYI.

Please, leave me alone.

My friend once told me, "We all have friends for a reason."

Thanks for listening to me. Thanks for giving advice.

I will move on, not a big step, but I will start with a tiny one.

Perhaps one day I am strong enough to say

 "Thanks for being so cruel to me. You have made me a better and stronger one." 

Stars can't shine without darkness.

With the darkness you gave, I believe that I can shine bright in the sky.

“我很好”

今晚我又落泪了。

不知情的他问了关于我们的事。
这问题毫不留情地在我心房插上一刀。

曾经多少人看好我们，祝福我们。
对不起，让他们失望了。
现在只剩下我，和你。
不再是我们。

我最遗憾的是，我们还没来得及公开，就已经结束了。

看着你穿着我送你的衣服，跟另一个她有说有笑。
说不心疼，是假的。

“我很好”
口是心非
没有人能理解那种心情，除了自己。

曾经的山盟海誓，天长地久，
现在回忆起，真心觉得那是笑话！
没有谁永远是谁的谁。

N年前这个部落格都是你的故事，
N年后还是

在爱情里，没有输赢，没有对错。
我们之间的结束，也没有谁对谁错。
只能怪我自己怠慢你。

回想起来，我其实没说过放弃。

我以为我真的爱上了别个他，
其实没有。
不过对你的爱就像随着时间蒸发了的白开水，
越来越少，
我相信总有一天会干涸，

我很想大方地祝福你们，
不过现在对我来说真的有点难度。


从小离家，我习惯了将心事藏在心里的最深处。
再痛，再难受，我都默默承受。
有人曾经说过，
我是那种躲在房里独个儿哭够了再去找冰敷的人。
我不喜欢增加别人的烦恼，尤其是家人的。
我更不希望人家同情我，可怜我。


现在的我只想快点毕业，
离开这里，
离开你。

一切从新开始。

从心开始。

Memories

18/04/2015
The day we, the friends met.

See May and I, we were so brave that we went to the Georgetown by using google map.

We were so lucky that we managed to find our way to meet the friends.

So after we met, we moved to Batu Ferringhi.

We took bus there, and the journey was really so adventurous. HAHA.

After 45 minutes of journey, we finally reached the beach.

So here comes the photos!

The divas! <3

The men. HAHA

The black and white. And Arvind called it reverse oreo. :P

With the beautiful twins. <3

Trying to act cool. HEHE

This photo is nice, don't you think so? HAHA

GROUP PHOTOS!

We said goodbye after we had our dinner.

Perhaps we have a chance to meet each other again.

Wishing all of us the very best luck in our future.

Till we meet again.

Goodbye. 

BE GRATEFUL.

Two weeks of college life,

proud to say I'm used to it. :D

Now I realize the time I have, to spend with my family is getting lesser and lesser.

I miss my lovely island PANGKOR ISLAND,

I miss my sweet HOME,

I miss my superman DAD,

I miss my superwoman MUM,

I miss my superboy BROTHER.

When you grow up, it means your parents are growing old.

You will learn to be more appreciative.

You will appreciate every moment you get to spend with them.

Be grateful with what you have. 

Your parents may not fulfill all your need.

But they are trying their best to give you what they have,

I am thankful. 

And thanks god for everything I have.

Lovely home.

Parents who love me.

Family members who care of me.

Friends who always cheer me up.

And of course, him.

BE GRATEFUL WITH EVERYTHING YOU HAVE.

So meant to be, but we can't, as something is holding us.

Just stay by my side, be my superman, and take care of me.

It may not be forever, but now, JUST STAY WITH ME!

I will hold you tight when we meet again. I promise.

SPM result day. Happiest day.

3/3/2015. A date where most of batch 97 scared of.

Be honest, I got the feeling of worry only in the morning of 3/3/2015. Chill right? Haha

First I reached school, everyone seemed so worry and scared. This made me start worrying about my result. OMG!

Soon, the session of inviting those who got straight As up to the stage was started. Seriously I was so scared at the moment. When I heard my name LEE KE XIN, I jumped up and ran to the stage. I was really very excited! As so as my parents. They must be very proud at the moment. Haha.

I really don't know what to say when I get this slip. THANKS GOD. :D

Here is the group photo of straight As students 

I share the happiness with my dearest parents! <3

With principal and my going-to-be roommate :D

We are CHINESE CLASS student! Thanks to our chinese teacher who had been teaching us for 5 years.
p/s. I got an A+ in Chinese. HAHA

With the girl who is going to sit for SPM this year.
BEST LUCK sweety <3

Congrats to all of you! GENIUS! :D

After taking result, we went for celebration! YEAH!

First, karaoke section! :D

Second, POPPERS! I was craving for this for so long. Haha

With the pretty genius girls. :D

Thanks for sending me to the jetty! :D

To those who got staright As, CONGRATULATION! 
To those who don't, CONGRATULATION too and do not give up. SPM is not everything. We still have long journey to go.

Two more days to start my college life. Wish me luck. :D

With the precious PLKN GANG!

I still can't believe that my dad said yes for my trip to Selangor. HAHA

Alright.
Let's start the story.

On 28/2/2015, Xuan and I start our journey in the morning. It was so exciting as it was my first time travel to a place that I not really know. Haha. After 4 hours and 30 minutes, we finally reach Shah Alam, Selangor. After 30 minutes waiting at the bus station, finally AMIRUL reached. He fetched us to Sunway Pyramid and meet up with other friends. So our gang included ME, XUAN, POSSIE, AMIRUL, FARID, and XIANG. We had our lunch and we got to reunion. BEST! Hope to see you guys next time! :D

Driver of the day: AMIRUL! haha. Thanks ya.

Here comes the group photo. :D

Another group photo. :D

1/3/2015 is the reunion day for the ALPHAIANS.
In the morning, we gathered at the KTM station and moved to Sunway Pyramid together. It was not the first time I take train but it was special as I got to move together with the gangs. Haha.
After we reached Sunway Pyramid, and met up with all the ALPHAIANS, we had our lunch.
After lunch, time for ice skating! Unfortunately, I didn't get to play. ( But it's okay, at least someone stop angry with me. Haha) After that we planned to go home actually, but the heavy rain didn't allow us to do so. So, we had our dinner in Sunway Pyramid and waited for the rain to stop. When the rain stopped, we said goodbye to each other and wished that there is another chance for us to meet again. :)

With POSSIE, my girl <3

With XUAN, the sporty girl. BFF!<3

We were the only chinese. Haha. 

They are sweet! LILY and DYLA. I miss both of you so much <3

My best guy friend. HUZAINI. :D

Well, act cute. HAHAHAHA

ALPHAIANS! Bersatu kita teguh, bercerai kita roboh.
ALPHA IN! POW! POW! POW!

Another group photo. ALPHA is always the best! :D

2/3/2015. The day we said goodbye to Selangor.
Specially thanks to ZAINI who was willing to send us to Shah Alam. :D

Thanks Zaini. HAHA

Thanks to everyone in Selangor to make our trip a success one.
We may not have chance to meet again as everyone is going to start study or work after this. But, the memories we had will not be forgotten. Pray that we will meet again.
To all of my friends,
GOOD LUCK in your future. It may be a lot of hardship in our life, face it, don't give up, and you will SUCCESS! :) God bless.

Till we meet again... Take care.




I miss you, my superman.

71 days in National Service

Well, 71 days in National Service
I have learnt a lot

71 days in National Service will be nothing without my friends and the most HEBAT company, company ALPHA!

In the camp
We made friends
We laughed together
We cried together
We cheered together
We faced problems together
Everything in the camp we did it together

But the sad thing is, we all had to split into our own path.

Well, I don't like saying goodbye. I believe that most of you don't like either.
BUT WE JUST HAD TO... hmmmm...

Still remember the day when we said goodbye,
we hugged so tight, we cried so hard,
we know that we can still contact each other easily with the technology nowadays,
but we are just... SAD!

We may not have chance to meet each other anymore
We may lost contact one day
We may forget each other one day
BUT the memories in National Service will be remembered forever

To all of my friends in PLKN
Wish you all the very best luck in life
Thanks for the memories that given to me
Thanks for making my life beautiful

I'M BACK FROM NATIONAL SERVICE

Well, I'm back.

从兵营归来

我像昰开启了人生中新的一页

国民服务对佷多人来说可能是恶梦

但它对我来就是一场美梦

不想醒来，却又被逼醒过来

在兵营里我学会了佷多

最重要的是认识了一班肝胆相照的朋友

一起哭

一起笑

赢的时侯一起欢呼

输的时候一起面对

还记得离别那天

我们抱得多紧

哭得多惨

即使我们知道现在的科技发达

要联络根本不是难事

但是我们最在意的是我们何时会在相见

再见面的时候你还会记得我吗？

现实就是这样

当你认识了一班朋友

慢慢地熟了

再被迫分开

多么残忍

在那里一切的一切都是人生中最美好的回忆

不会忘记，也不想忘记

如果要我跟你说兵营里的故事

我想3天3夜都说不完

谢谢你们

为我的人生添加了色彩缤纷的一页

谢谢你们

爱我的每个人 <3