Stars can't shine without darkness

Still remember that feeling when I saw you holding her hand.
That feeling sucks!

I tried so hard to forget about you.
Forget those moments where we used to be so sweet.
Forget those sweet talks you talked to me.
Forget everything about you.

I deleted every conversation we had.
Whatsapp, WeChat, Telegram, Line
But I forget there is one called Facebook Messenger,
the social networking that we first started our conversation.

I always say "I'm okay", "I'm alright", "Don't worry about me"
I always smile, I always laugh so hard
But no one knows what is happening in my heart.
It is bleeding. Non-stop-bleeding.
It is too difficult for me to move on, to let go, to forget.
I need times, plenty of times.

I already tried so hard to avoid myself from both of you.
And yet you want to walk towards me while holding her hands.
And yet you say sorry while taking her into your arms.
FYI.

Please, leave me alone.

My friend once told me, "We all have friends for a reason."

Thanks for listening to me. Thanks for giving advice.

I will move on, not a big step, but I will start with a tiny one.

Perhaps one day I am strong enough to say

 "Thanks for being so cruel to me. You have made me a better and stronger one." 

Stars can't shine without darkness.

With the darkness you gave, I believe that I can shine bright in the sky.