Thank You.

We all have friends for reasons.

"A true friend is the greatest of all blessings."

Here I'm going to show my gratitude to a very important friend in my life.

Nothing much to say, but a THANK YOU will do.

THANKS for always giving me advice. Those advice might seem to be nothing for you, but it really helps a lot.

THANKS for being a good listener to me. I know sometimes I might get little bit annoying, sorry but yeah, you still listen to me with patience.

THANKS for appreciating me as a good friend. 

THANKS for accepting me with all my flaws.

THANKS for everything. :)

I feel really lucky to have friend like you.

I'm blessed.

Make our friendship last forever. Friendship never ends.

Xie Xie. 

It means thank you in mandarin.

P/s. Need not to mention who is this, you know yourself.

THE END

Almost every guy that said they love me, leave me.

Don't say the word 'LOVE' unless you really understand its meaning.
Don't say the word 'FOREVER' unless you are really sure about it.
Don't give me hope unless you can really do it.

It hurts.

Being abandoned for times, I'm afraid of falling in love.

To my dear ex,

Why I leave? ASK YOURSELF.

"We are not suitable."
That's the sentence I always use to persuade myself.
That's what I told my mother when she asked me about this.

Please stop giving me hope.
Please stop caring about me.
Please stop posting those status that show your regret.
Please stop all these nonsense.

You should know that we can't go back to those sweet moments.
You should know that I won't hold your hand again. That hand is not mine anymore.
You should know that I won't be your bowling partner anymore.

Anyway, I still have to say thank you.
Thanks for guiding me along my journey of life.
Thanks for introducing me to bowling.
Thanks for accompanying me throughout the food hunting journey.
Thanks for giving me a lot of sweet memories.

We should come to an end.
Stay sweet with her.
Just one request from me, never ever forget about me.

I promise myself, this is the last post for you.

OUR STORY END HERE.

Stars can't shine without darkness

Still remember that feeling when I saw you holding her hand.
That feeling sucks!

I tried so hard to forget about you.
Forget those moments where we used to be so sweet.
Forget those sweet talks you talked to me.
Forget everything about you.

I deleted every conversation we had.
Whatsapp, WeChat, Telegram, Line
But I forget there is one called Facebook Messenger,
the social networking that we first started our conversation.

I always say "I'm okay", "I'm alright", "Don't worry about me"
I always smile, I always laugh so hard
But no one knows what is happening in my heart.
It is bleeding. Non-stop-bleeding.
It is too difficult for me to move on, to let go, to forget.
I need times, plenty of times.

I already tried so hard to avoid myself from both of you.
And yet you want to walk towards me while holding her hands.
And yet you say sorry while taking her into your arms.
FYI.

Please, leave me alone.

My friend once told me, "We all have friends for a reason."

Thanks for listening to me. Thanks for giving advice.

I will move on, not a big step, but I will start with a tiny one.

Perhaps one day I am strong enough to say

 "Thanks for being so cruel to me. You have made me a better and stronger one." 

Stars can't shine without darkness.

With the darkness you gave, I believe that I can shine bright in the sky.